First, I must admit that most of my time today has been wasted on the NBA playoffs. I have a strange affliction that occurs quite frequently: sports I am otherwise barely interested in become captivating during their post-season. Perhaps this is not so surprising, considering that I do enjoy sports in general and good sports in particular. I digress.
I was channel surfing during commercials as always, when I passed a program on Discovery that I had seen advertised through the week: “Green: the New Red, White and Blue.” For any in the dark about it, it is the T.V. counterpart to Thomas L. Friedman’s NY Times article about the Energy/Environment issue in America. I found it wonderfully on point and was appreciative of the minimal amount of politicking. The content of the program was relatively common for people who might have watched the FutureCars special on Discovery, or any other number of recent Environment focused or Green focused programs. I liked some of the specifics offered up in terms of consumption figures and comparisons among leading fuel alternatives. There really seemed to be some sound journalism involved on the whole.
The whole thing got me thinking about Native Sun, where until this month I was employed. It is a Green building with a focus in a Green industry. If the feeling of the program is correct, then the consciousness of the Energy/Environment Issue in America is really growing. As someone in the program remarked, “we don’t have a crisis mentality yet,” but the consciousness is growing. In some ways I had a momentary hint of regret at my decision to leave the company that realized so many of the priorities and goals I believe in. This regret faded and was replaced with the hope that I have the strength to continue to make decisions that I know will mean sacrifice in other areas. A few years ago when I bought a new car, Green was the last thing on my mind. While my current auto gets above average fuel economy, I could definitely have gone out on a limb for my beliefs and invested in a hybrid (or something else showing that sensibility).
I started to think about the ways I have tried to leave as small a footprint as possible, but the harsh realization set in that I don’t do nearly enough. The reality of the situation is that excuses are available, but they don’t even appease me for a moment when I look at the big scheme. So, I resolve to keep buying Organic when I can. I’m going to go out and buy compact fluorescent bulbs for my house – because this is a really simple way to make a big difference. I’m going to change that weather stripping around my door. I’m going to look into other changes that I can make that don’t involve the investments I can’t afford right now. I make a promise to myself that when it is sensible I’m making the move in my transportation. If the auto Industry hasn’t made it easier yet, then I will grit my teeth and put my money where my mouth is.
In the end, I feel like that’s what it comes down to. In some ways I’ve lived my convictions, but not nearly enough. So, a simple resolution is this: take advantage of the opportunities that I can and stop making excuses. Friedman claims that the people who will be dealing with this crisis are too young to vote or not born yet. While there may be ways this is true, it still allows for that mentality of dodging responsibility. I know I will be here to see Green make a major impact on America in many ways. True, I may not live to see the realization of a clean energy grid, or carbon-neutral homes. This, however, should not stop me from trying to realize the most I can in my time and in the footprint I leave on this earth.